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Saturday, April 12, 2008


Nicola, I'll solve the problem. Can you guys tell me why you dont like me so badly?
Ok. I didnt interact with the class. I said before, i sat a place right at the door, at the front. Its not easy to interact. At least, i did interact with the people sitting near me, at my row. You guys just think ah, if you sit at my place there, you would be interacting more with those near you, isnt it? There isnt much time to interact during recess.
Ok. I dont know why, i dont know what to do now. AND i dont know how to solve this problem. Its like... No body even cares about me here. Im so lost. I really dont know what to do. Please. Stop all these war with me. Im sorry. I dont know what i've done wrong but now, i really dont have the energy continue this war any more. Ok. Some times the way i speak is like as if im perfect, as if i hate you all and stuff. I really regretted doing such things. Because there are 2 sides of me. Sometimes, i cant control myself. Im really sorry. Being over competitive. Now, i dont have the energy to compete with anyone already. I've finally broke down. I really dont have the energy to compete with anyone anymore. I just wish to have some peace, at least, the class doesnt hate me, at least they want to be my friend. I dont know, its tough. Not only im having problems with you guys, im having problems in studies too. I dont have the energy to fight anymore. PLEASE. Just give me some peace. Im really sorry. I dont care if the reasons you guys dont like me are true or just some fake ones because you didnt like me. I just want to say. Im sorry.
When mdm norliza wrote my name on the board, you guys know that it was selection of SC. At first, i thought that i couldnt have been chosen. WHY? Because i wasnt as outstanding as claudia, as helpful as eugene tang. I thought she was just gonna ask us to do something for her. Almost the whole class was like, saying, What?! Joo hwee become SC? Cannot be la. I know, there are bad impressions of me in you guys. Those things that i have done that you didnt like, if that was done by some one else, i wouldnt like it too. Seriously. I've thought for many days. Yes, sometimes, because i was over panic, i didnt cared about others feelings. Sometimes, i was over reckless, did things without thinking, if people will have a bad impression on that. As you guys get to know me better, im sure eventually, you'll know why. I dont wish to say the reason here cos im afraid that you might hate me even more.
I didnt know why mdm norliza changed her mind for choosing me as a SC. I dont know the reason. But something must've made her changed her mind. Something bad, i thought. If you guys really know the reason, please tell me. I really want to know.
I thought, you must be thinking, "joo hwee must be thinking of excuses again" or something. But really, i never lied to you guys before. Really, i really know how tough it is when you have no one supporting you. Its really very tough. Right now, i just want to say, sorry guys. Please...
There are too many misunderstandings until now, you guys no longer trust me. But at least, i have the courage to admit my mistakes, and to apologise.
SORRY!

-Joo Hwee, hoping to get your forgiveness.



6:04 PM

We will still be FRIENDS F0REVER[: